It’s been a while hasn’t it? Don’t worry I haven’t forgotten you all, even though the 💕 emoji is moving slowly down my recently used folder cos I’ve not been posting. 

The truth is my head has been so damn jumbled I haven’t known how to get my words out. Or even what to write about. 

Some old memories have come back to haunt me and I’ve been feeling so numb. 

A drastic change has been made to my education because the exam board I’m with is closing due to cuts and my anxiety riddled brain cannot hack it. 

I’ve never been good at balancing lots of things at once. Even the simple things like healthy eating, studying and a social life – yet alone chucking song writing, horse riding and blogging thrown into the mix.

I’ve got an amazing support system and a good future a head of me if all goes to plan so I’ve just gotta focus on that. 

I’ve been reading lots of blog though so I’ve not totally disregarded blogging. Just put it on the back burner until I get myself sorted. 

Watch this space. 

Thanks guys,

Catch ya laters

Eloise💕

Show time! In pictures

I’ve not been active at all this week I’ve been totally overwhelmed with work, vets and being super sleepy.

As you all know I competed last week on my Millie and Zimmy, one of our liveries. 

We had an awesome photographer there as well –Equine photography by Daisy – she also edits, mounts and even puts your picture on a canvas or keyring! Her page is fairly new so do give it a like to watch her progress and find out about horsey events she’s at! 

As I mentioned in my blog posts about the show and my lazy riding that Zimmy and I haven’t been going so well lately but my naughty, hormonal Millie was outstanding with 61.52% on our first ever test/show. Considering she has thrown me off so many times in the past few months to a year, with multiple falls in one thirty minutes session and one time through a wooden fence I think that’s fantastic. 

First up her are some picture of Zimmy and I: 


Just as tense as each other


I love photos in canter, they look so graceful but we know how much work it takes to keep you bum where it should be. Photos like these are a lot like looking at a swan – so peaceful above the surface but underneath they’re working overtime. 


I love show shot of Zimmy. (But how uneven are my hands!!!) 


Free walk on a LONG rein – not a loose rein next time.


Obviously these are taken on different tests. But it’s the best part of every test ….. the end. 


Got my game face on! Zimmy? Not so much. 


Breathing and relaxing for the first time since the test started. Every competitor can relate. 

Now for Millie and I: 


Doesn’t she shine!? 

Not round but still pretty. 

So excited for the next show! To improve and get better score. Looking at photos is always good to make little tweaks to your riding and position. But ever since my post from my first ever show. The nerves are still overwhelming! 

Catch you laters, 

Eloise💕

Back seat driving

Recently my riding ability has rocketed, with a mare full of tantrums I’m getting to the point where I can handle almost anything a horse throws at me. But I never realised how lazy I had gotten. And how much of the basics I’d forgotten.

After an abismal performance on my part at the dressage this weekend I asked my boss for a tidy up lesson. I had gotten sloppy, wiggly and tense. 

I ride zimmy, a full livery at work, at least four times a week. She is had work and extremely bendy, which I know is most riders dream, but she is like an eel and loves to use it the her advantage. Getting an outline on Zimmy recently has been near on impossible for me.

 Somewhere in practising my tests I’d forgetten to use my legs not just for going forward. And my lesson today made me realise that my laziness had made me a parasite. 

But at least I admit it, it is a hard to admit because horses are delicate and riding them harshly is cruel but it happens and no long term damage is caused if it’s sorted quickly. We all pick up bad habits and good horsemen/horsewomen will take comments as an opportunity to grow and develop as a rider. 

For me my problem is coordinating my legs and hands, I can’t push a horse into the hand whilst making little tweaks in the mouth and vise versa it has to be one or the other. My boss told me to tap left, right, left, right, left with my leg as I give and take left, right, left, right, left with the reins. It sounds so simple and god knows what I was trying to do before, but doing two things with different body parts on differnet sides of the body at different times is near on impossible. My hands on circles are also appalling I try to give and take with both reins and Zimmy just sticks her shoulder out and he neck becomes rigid. To stop this, my boss said to block her with the outside rein and give and take with the inside to push her straight along with constant tap tap taps of the leg to keep her bending nicely. AGAIN, ITS SO DAMN SIMPLE. This whole time I’d just been forcing her into a false hollow outline which she just fell out of just as quickly as I pulled her into it. 

As I say we all pick up habits and we all need them tidied up from time to time. I hadnt had a flatwork lesson for a long time before today so I knew I was going to be torn to shreds. 

But hey, everyday is a school day and I feel so much better for it! 

Catch you laters,

Eloise💕

Show time!: Cloud nine 

This weekend we had another show at the farm. 

Again I competed on my noble stead Zimmocha, but she wasn’t feeling it this weekend. She decided on the Saturday that it was too windy and she really didn’t like the flower pots around the arena and had other plans when it came to cantering KEH and sort of went KEGHA and we placed 3rd…….. Out of three. But I’m not angry or disappointed, she just wasn’t feeling it. On the Sunday however, I was just so tense from the test before that it showed in my riding. We placed 6th… But I’m just chuffed that the rosette is pink! 

But the real star girl this weekend was my gorgeous bay. Millie. Yes, Millie as in the hormonal, fence destroying, bronking moody mare. 

We won. 

I know, I’m on cloud nine. 

Without thinking I tacked her up as normal and headed over to the warm up arena and was stopped by my boss who told me I couldn’t ride in a pelum and martingale. (I had no idea, all I wanna do is jump) And I broke down, I was a mess. But I feel if I knew this before hand I wouldn’t have even entered. The shock in the sudden change of bit obviously took Millie by surprise as she didn’t yank my arms out!! She offered me a natural outline, which I wasn’t expecting so I didn’t hold he in it – so a lot of the comment mentioned her being quite hollow. But the judges overall comments started with “lots to like” which I am so incredibly happy with. 

Moving forward we start Millie’s hormone therapy today, which means we can build on these skills and our 61.52%. Not bad for our first ever show hey? 

Catch you laters 

Eloise💕

MOTD. Tattoo time!!

Okay, so I know horses are my “thing” but you guys liked my last post all about make up! 

So here’s another.

The other day I got a new tattoo! It was my fourth and my largest piece so far. 

It’s on the lower part of my right leg and the one pansy is for my nan who passed away two years ago. Her name was…….. You guessed it, Pansy. And she’s still missed dearly now and I still think of how crazy she was. 

I had my tattoo done by a friend who is just starting out and I LOVE her stuff. She done such an amazing job on my last tattoo I just couldn’t stay away. You know how celebs have make up artists? Well, she’s going to be my tattoo artist from here on! 

Check her out her name is Jazz Critten 

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Anyway, my make up for the day started out with my usual base as mentioned in my last blog post

But this time I used my rose gold e.l.f pallette around my eyes and a top shop highlighter! 


Oh and my hair is PINK !! 


Catch ya laters! 

Eloise💕

There’s a woman on the yard! 

Unfortunately horses and make up don’t mix.

Wearing make up to the yard just leads to smudges and smears. And by the end of the day my make up is all over the place regardless of the amount of setting spray I use.

I love make up, I love the art of it. For me it’s not about covering up my face, it’s not a mask, trust me I spend enough time at work without it on. It’s about the art, I love sitting there and spending time on me. I love trying out different looks and brands.

Today was my day off, and I went for lunch with my mum and nan. Make up time!

Primer – Lasting finish (Rimmel London)

Eyeshadow primer – Eye shadow base (Nyx)

Concealer – Super stay in the shade light light (Maybelline)

Foundation – Matte but not flat in the shade nude (Nyx)

Powder – Super stay longwear matter powder in the shade ivory (Maybelline)

Contour and highlight – Flawless chisel cheek contour cream kit (Barry M)

Bronzer – Solar powder (soap and glory)

Eye shadow – Smog and baked cowboy (Urban Decay)

Eyeliner – Master ink in matte black (Maybelline)

Mascara – Doll eye, long lash (Nyx)

Lips – Liquid suede in the shade Brooklyn Thorn (Nyx)

Setting spray – Super stay (Maybelline)

Catch ya laters

Eloise💕

Millie

So I’ve mentioned Millie a lot in past posts but I’ve never really described her fully (I’ve only really made her out to be naughty) 

Millie is a huge part of my life. She’s my main goal and focus and although I’m often disheartened by her I know deep down it’ll take a lot for my to give up on her. She’s a playful, 15.2hh cob x shire. She’s what I call a “thermal bay” as she her coat changes from chestnut bay to dark bay depending on the weather. 

Before Millie I had only ever ridden riding school horses, I couldn’t sit to canter and I have no idea what contact was. 

So you’ll probably think I’m a total idiot when I say we got Millie three years ago when she was only six. You read that right, six years old. But my mum and I fell head over heal for her. We travelled four hours to view her and we know in the time it took her to pop her head over the stable door that we were going to have her. My mum and I exchanged glances and she told me to “keep a level head, just because she’s gorgeous doesn’t mean she’s right for us” 

Looking back, we didn’t keep a level head, she wasn’t right for us at all.

My mum had been out of the horsey world for a few years and I knew next to nothing about horses. So essentially we were two total novices about to bring on a youngster. We were totally bonkers. 

But Millie (her original stable name was Mimi which was THE first thing we changed) was a gorgeous, bare footed playful loveable lump who you just couldn’t not love. 

Then you’d sit on her, she didn’t know what anything meant. All leg aids meant go faster and she had zero bend in her. 

As we pushed her, she pushed us. She napped, ran backwards, bucks, bunny hops, flying bucks until our confidence was crushed. My mums especially with the motive “I’m too young to bounce” we had people out to school her, we had her checked for any pain, teeth, back, physios what seemed like every few days. 

Gradually Millie improved and my riding came on leaps and bounds. But it has still taken three years to sit to her powerhouse canter.

My goal is to jump, it’s what I want to do. It’s definitely what Millie wants. It’s what we will eventually do.

But she’s quick, very quick and equally as strong so getting her strides it’s still a problem. 

But in the spring something awful happens, she’s dangerous to ride. Four weeks ago she put me through the wooden fencing around the riding arena. Luckily I was only scraped and bruised. 

We are currently toying with regumate. Supplement don’t touch her. She’s marey all year around but worse and dangerous in the spring/ early summer. Cats have said it looks like she has mothered a foal which explains a lot -she thinks she should be out sh*gging not doing canter poles-. She also shows  a few signs of pain, in canter it feels like she’s trying to run from something despite all the bit changes you can imagine (the end of the saddle sits right near her ovaries and canter will put the most pressure on that area), leaning back when she naps makes her worse and brushing and towel drying her in that area makes her angry. 

Her vaccinations are due Monday so I will keep you updated on our next steps. 

But with Millie it’s not all doom and gloom, I love her and spending time with her. And we play, a lot. She chases me, “paws” at me when I sit in her field, and lunging her is more play than work as she runs in towards me and I run to her and just before to collide she playfully runs away. 

But she is much bigger than me and playing can end in pain (well for me anyway) ​

My face at the end is shock and concern because she HATES hurting me. 

If you have any tips for us please leave a comment, everything is welcome! 

Catch ya laters, 

Eloise💕

Upwards not forwards?

Stomach ulcers are something which are often forgotten about amoungst horse owners. They can be caused through stress, new grass or being starved for longer periods of time i.e. running out of hay when standing in. 

Ultimately, stomach ulcers are common because horses don’t have gal bladders like humans. When humans chew it triggers the gal bladder to release the stomach acids into the stomach for digestion. Stomach acids in an empty stomach can damage and ulcerate the stomach lining, hense why humans often get stomach ulcers by regularly chewing gum or stress. Anyway, horses don’t have this and stomach acids are constantly drip, drip, dripped into the stomach. Horses naturally graze – eat little amounts aaaaaaaalll day long (16 hours of the day in fact) so when the stomach is empty for too long stomach acids build up and cause damage.  

By domesticating horses we have: 

  • Reduced the time they spend eating. 
  • Regularly exercise them – splashing contents around the lining and reduce blood flow to the wall
  • Reduced the amount and variety of forage in the diet and restricted feed intake

And these can all cause and/or aggravate stomach ulcers. 

The clinical signs are variable and often subtle and may well be shared with a number of other conditions. The symptoms may include one or more of the following symptoms:

  • Poor performance (reluctance to move because it swashes acids around the stomach and aggravates the ulcers)
  • Reduced appetite (ironic, I know but it’s pain related) 
  • Altered temperament – difficult to ride, bucking, refusing at jumps (usually when your leg is on, you could literally be kicking the ulcers so the horse starts going upwards not forwards) 
  • Weight loss
  • Aggression or fear when you or horse clothing are around the stomach area (girth, belly straps, rollers ect)
  • Teeth grinding
  • Colic
  • Diarrhoea
  • Crib biting
  • Back pain
  • Peritonitis and death

There is a way to quickly home diagnose ulcers but the only way to know 100% if ulcers are present is by a vetenary scoping 

A video for the Stomach ulcer touch test 

Scoping isn’t a nice thing to watch/have your horse go through. Your horse is sedated and a probe with a camera on the end is inserted up their nostril. My mums horse, Norman, was recently diagnosed with stomach ulcers. Luckily, his were caught fairly early but they are visable on scoping images. 

Making our way to the stomach

The red mark is a stage 2 ulcer, the collection of white are stage 1 or the beginnings of ulcers

Like most conditions catching it early minalises the amount of work you have to put in after. My mum now gives medicine in the patients food and syringes of paste to give him half an hour before food to settle his acids. He’s now has three hay nets at night and half a scoop of HiFi 15 minutes before working (which he isn’t at all upset about). But after care is a lot more intense for severe cases.

Horses diagnosed with stomach ulcers will often been on a medicated food supplement for life. 

I hope this helps! 

Catch ya laters,

Eloise💕

Atypical myopathy: the lowdown 

Apart from ragwort there is something potentially deadly growing in your turn out feed. 

Atypical myopathy or “Sycamore poisoning” is a fatal disease of horses caused by eating Sycamore seeds (helicopters) or saplings. The disease results in muscle damage and particularly affects the muscles that enable the horses ability to stand and breathe. The heart muscle may also be affected. 

Due to the wet winter in my area and the carnage of Storm Doris the saplings and seeds are everywhere and the toxins they carry are higher than before. But not all saplings carry the toxins. Not all seeds carry the toxins, but why would you risk it? 

If you see saplings on your fields remove them immediately either by hand picking them or by mowing, making sure the cuttings are collected. Seeds will continue to germinate until late in May, so if you clear your paddocks bow be prepared to hand pick or mow again in a few weeks. 


Check for the presence of sycamores around your fields.  It has been estimated that seeds typically spread up to 3 times the height of the parent tree but in extreme weather conditions may potentially travel further. If you do have Sycamores within 100m of your paddocks then:

  • Regularly check for when seeds are falling (spring and autumn) 
  • Fence off areas where sycamore seeds are likely to fall until you can clear them completely.
  • Only turn horses out for a few hours each day and keep younger and older horses furthest away from the sycamores.
  • Provide extra forage (hay or haylage) especially where pasture is poor or grazing is tight.
  • Ensure the horses have access to fresh drinking water and aren’t drinking from streams or ponds under trees.

If treated quickly typical myopathy won’t leave any long term affects (apart from making you really paranoid about field maintenance). So here are the signs to look out for if you have sycamore in your area: 

  • Depression
  • Stiffness
  • Reluctance to move 
  • Muscle tremors
  • Sweating
  • Weakness
  • Lethargy
  • Difficulty breathing
  • Reluctance to work
  • Red or brown urine 
  • Colic like symptoms but no colic 
  • Low head carriage
  • Fast or irregular heart beat
  • Sudden collapse

In the most recent case I’ve seen, the horse was seen submerging his head in his water as though he was trying to cool his brain down. Then next thing he was flat out on the ground and wouldn’t get up even when his field companion was almost breaking his ribs “pawing” him in distress. 

Usually once you get to the colic like symptoms there isn’t much that can be down to save your horse so be vidulent with the urine and behaviour. Call the vet immediately if you notice any changes as it’s better to be safe than sorry. 

Any question please post below.

Sorry this post has been so blunt but this means a lot to me as it took my bosses horse only three weeks back and he was quite dear to me. 

R.I.P ENZO ❤️️

Catch you laters,

Eloise💕

Horses on my camera roll

My camera is FULL of horses, so I thought I’d put together a post dedicated so some of my absolute favourites…. (please note that some horses are sillier than others and will be featured multiple times) 

She refused to make eye contact with me after reading her board
He has got the best spot considering he’s right by the feed room and people have to walk past with feed bowls

It’s so tiring being born and all that
Is that a pony nut? I don’t know! I’m still learning
I thought it was only dogs that sniff butts…

She didn’t think it was fair that only the cowboys got to wear funky hats
“Of course I’ll share with you, tiny horse”
Molasses monster!
Yes, that is in fact seaweed (my mum is going to KILL me for this one)

Get you a man who can do both
urm. what’s that?

“You’re new here? I’ve not seen your breeding before”

He ALWAYS tries to eat the peak of my hat
I NEED ATTENTION PLEEEEEEEASE
Catch ya laters,

Eloise💕